i will survive -gloria gaynor-
First I was afraid…. I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong…I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you’re back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you’d be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
’cause you’re not welcome anymore
weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I’d crumble
you think I’d lay down and die
Oh no, not I….I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
and I’ll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had….not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights I’m not that chained up little person
just feeling sorry for myself…I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me….somebody new
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I’m saving all my loving
for someone who’s loving me
we’ve talked on the phone last night nearly an hour. i was skimming down to my heart-beat just to hear voice again. she asked me why that i’m full of laugh at time i’ve ade my excuse though i can’t tell her the complete one. i just can’t tell her that my heart still in sorrow. i’ve lived with it for a month maybe and still can’t get rid of it. laugh and smiling was only a cover, felt better to improve my condition. one thing for sure, i do know that i still love her, but i will survive………..
February 26th, 2006 at 5:52 pm
o-oh, ceritanya CLBK kah? hehe… I thought u’d move on Pak? =P. Yah, kalo ga ngalamin situasi itu emang ga akan pernah ngerti sih (tmasuk yg heran: kok bisa ya terpaku pd satu sosok segitunya? hehe…soalnya for me feelings itu fluktuatif dan controllable, tgtung niatnya, tgtung usahanya bro ;D). But maybe one advice: you better do anything proportionally, an that’s included having feelings… because there’s nothing in this world is really yours, so gaining and losing is usual thing…all you have to do is just live it best you can do, just because of Alloh =). (buat gue juga sih advice-nya hehe…ngomong mah gampaaaang =P)
February 26th, 2006 at 7:40 pm
i will survive…
February 26th, 2006 at 9:16 pm
manusia punya keinginan, dan keinginan itu gak boleh di kontrol atau dikendalikan, bahkan Tuhan pun gak akan mengendalikan keinginan manusia. Bcause, the most important thing is, kita bisa belajar dari apapun itu dari keinginan kita. Never be proportionally and controllable ^_^. Do what u want and u will learn from it.
March 2nd, 2006 at 6:19 am
lu ngomong apaan by??? ga usah sok-sok melayu tinggi deh… gak ngerti gw..
hahaha…
*trims bro*
March 2nd, 2006 at 6:59 pm
bah melayu darimana?? itu singlish lagi.. hehehe.. blom pernah belajar singlish khan loe? ampe mabok2 dah *huhuhu pengalaman pribadi* =_=”
March 14th, 2006 at 9:57 pm